im ok w spending $40 on food but wont buy a $40 shirt

(via ificanteatitsnotworthmytime)

" Two February’s ago, all I wanted to do was sleep. I was anchored to my bed with the sadness I was letting myself drown in. Now, I daydream about surviving on 3 hours of sleep, I dread going to bed, I keep my eyes open as long as I can. My heart sinks when the sun sets, I crave daylight; I’ve fallen in love with being alive. "
" I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul. "